Showbiz.....

Hii All…it has been long till my last post , so now many things are there upon which I am pondering. Finally Mid term exams are over and I got an opportunity to scribble out the plethora of thoughts and ideas tumbling around in my head. Out of those things the first thing that is coming to my mind now is a 4 letter word “LOvE” or can say “dhai aakshar”. In particular I am going to talk about so called “LOvE” between a boy and girl. I can’t understand why there is so much of “showbiz” of having one GF among boyz and same for girls having one or more BF. Even if you love somebody truly she doesn’t understand. Rather she prefers materials to love. Somebody said that the purest thing that one person can do (& have) is “LOvE”, then why do most of the person are self-centric??. Love (between a boy and girl) behaves exactly like a stockmarket where you can’t predict what is going to happen next minute.If she is smiling at you now then the next minute she goes and says something against you(although it’ll nt b called as love anymore). I am really confused about all this. I feel Paradise isn’t a place you can find on any map. It can only be found when you are in love and when you spend time with your partner but what happens when somebody judge you wrongly and doesn’t understand your feelings. I can’t figure out whether I am in love or not? Personally I don’t know if I even know what love feels like. This post may b little bit confusing as I am myself is confused I don’t know what do I want. Even I am unable to fathom my friends’ behavior. Why there is always a swing in behavior. Somebody is saying that he/she is in love then why that love is turning out to be lust so quickly. We hardly saw this type instances in our past but why today’s generation is more oriented towards this type of LOvE? Is this the effect of western culture being imbibed by us or it is something else that actually drives the sense of true LOvE. In this small world around me LOvE is not any more a sense of tenderness its more of so called a medium for “showbiz” because we are students of “business”. We are not anymore “emotional”, we can only talk about Emotional Intelligence per se…………"Nothing takes the taste out of peanut butter quite like unrequited love".